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punches myself in the face

[personal profile] irreparably 2018-02-27 03:34 am (UTC)(link)
i don't say please.
take it or leave it.


( she's already regretting her first messages, vulnerable in a way she never reveals, cards held close to her chest at all times. this scruffy, practically vagabond of a man has no ties to star city and its inhabitants, though, and that's part of what makes him all the more desirable.

the urge to strike him when she sees him (and she'll see him, she knows it) will have to be choked down if this is going to go the way laurel thinks it needs to go for the last scraps of her own damn sanity. )


and i don't give what i can't take.
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[personal profile] irreparably 2018-03-08 02:49 am (UTC)(link)
you wouldn't do that — not with what i'm offering on the table.

( laurel finds herself walking a very thin line between wanting control and needing the loss of it, between wanting to take everything pent up inside of her out on him and needing to have it forcibly taken from her, whether she likes it or not. her throat still feels raw from how hard she'd sonic screamed as that pathetic songbird's little traitor of a boyfriend remained pinned against the wall by laurel's own doing, helpless as his ears bled and his body simply couldn't handle it anymore. she reviled him in that moment, and she reviles herself now.

there's a shaky exhale of a breath as she looks down at her phone, reads over his messages again. )


tell me about these rules of yours.